Our hearts are the most precious items known to man. Our hearts when pure are the most brightest and loving things known to anyone or anything. Can anyone truly say what makes the light and purity of heart turn into darkness and bitterness? No, no one can really, Maybe its heart break, tragedy or a loss of faith ,either of those can make or break our hearts. What`s slowly eating at my heart is the feeling of loneliness and not being appreciated. I give my all to the ones I love and one day hope to love, I do everything in my power to make sure they are content and happy; but somehow lose myself in that . I feel at times the people who are the nicest turn into the meanest because they are sick of being misused and tired of giving their heart to someone who dose not even care to notice. This is when the Dark Heart comes into play, the person eventually figures ” why try to care when no one else dose”. With this attitude the next person with a pure heart will be tainted and the same attitude occurs, so hence the cycle of the Dark Heart continues.
I`m trying to figure out how to start this off, I`m angry so I guess I`m gonna vent my anger on here. I`m tired of being the good friend who tries to bend over backwards for others who don`t care. I have a good heart and will do anything for the people I care about ; but in return I get treated crappy. Yes I am Jealous,over-bearing, and persistent. Thats the good quality of me and I`m proud of it . What I`m angry and fed up with is being walked over and pushed to the side like I`m nothing and no one. I walk around with a smile on my face like everything is okay, when actually I`m broken to Pieces on the inside. I hate to to become the douche bag from hell; but Im almost to that point. When I reach it there is no coming back. I`m tired of it , the root of all evil comes from undependable and untrustworthy people. People like that cause problems in the world and make people fall in the same hole over time as untrustworthy .I`m trying with my might to be a person of my word and honor but why should I when people can`t do it themselves.
